I'm Fickle-Minded...

I have contemplated going back to be a networker. I can't stand sitting at home anymore. I wanted to do what I like but at the same moment, I have grown to love the free time I've had. It's so great to feel that I'm so free when others are at work. There are many who envy my life. I stop using alarm clocks to wake me up. I wake up at 7 a.m. , 8 a.m. and sometimes 11a.m. When I woke up so late, I feel guilty. Guilty that I've wasted the morning away, doing nothing but snoozing under my comforter.

Out of the blue, there's an sms. New network... Steven's Hotspot... and then Island Red Cafe and other stuff just keep pouring in... which one to choose from? Or take up everything and work myself round the clock then hate myself for doing that?
Steven's Hotspot is somewhere near Queensbay Mall and Island Red Cafe is in Krystal Point. Looking at the menu...

it's something like Old Town Kopitiam just that the service is a little bit poor. They have different ways to lure customers or in other words I should say, they have their own ways to make sure that they keep their business floating through networking. I brought Zurene for lunch and she has the idea that I wanted her to sign-up. Girl, if you're reading this, actually I haven't sign up coz' I'm looking at some other stuff which will make me earn at max RM20k per week, of course double triple the hardwork.

Nice meeting you, gal. Tell you what, I'm too lazy to post up the food. Eh, terkeluar tajuk liao. I'm not planning to discuss about food. It's more about me being fickle-minded.

For the 5 months that I'm free, I should say I've achieved a few things. Firstly, I'm back-on-track with a few things. LX, at least we're like who we used to be. The daily chats, daily updates and driving you up the wall, be your invisible punching bags and the subject of your blog at times. Secondly, I've had time to read the Bible and pray. If not sometimes I forget 'bout God then only go to Him when there's some obstacles which I don't think I'm able to go through. I think all of us are like that. We only seek God when we're in deep shit. It's different for me now. At least there's a conversation going on. Thirdly, I've found time to blast the room with Hillsongs and you know what, the DVD player spoil and the CD got stuck inside... haih... Then, when the comp fail on me, I've seek solace in being a bookworm again. I'm quite happy as I've done some reading, curling on the bed and reading again. It's always good to have a good book by your side all the time. Fourthly, at least my blog is not that dead anymore compared to a few years back. Fifth, I realize that I truly love to cook. Spending time in the kitchen whipping up something delicious is something I cannot describe with words. I found out that I have no cow sense in baking. I successfully made chicken pies, baked lemon chocolate cakes and also chocolate cheese cake. But, last week, I turned the kitchen into a war zone when I'm suppose to make pancakes. Damn it! I can't even make pancakes. I gave up and kept the batter in the refrigerator. Mix it with melted chocolates and going to bake them as chocolate cake.

I'm an Internet addict now. Addicted to Facebook, MSN and blogging and also blog-hopping. This is not a way to live. Have to do something about it if not I'll be so useless....very very unproductive. When the MSN fail to on, I almost wreck the whole laptop until LX taught me how to chat using Yahoo Mail... Pai seh... really outdated... I'm still waiting for my desktop to come back from hospital. I should just get a new one but I'm so comfortable using the old one.

I shall keep myself busy thinking 'bout what I should do.