My donkey dear, did you just swallow a bomb into your belly? Forgiveness is something you do not have at all. Remember this in mind, what you did that night with just two clicks, you have sold yourself away. In every wrong things that Monkey did, Monkey apologized profusely because there were things Monkey couldn't help it, especially having impatience, mood swings and temper that is equivalent to Donkey's. Donkey, on the other hand, out of anger with an air of supremacy, did something that was irreversible.
"Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven.
Remember this in life, while you're holding the position as a founder and chairman for a mammoth foundation for special needs children, that nite itself you have hurt a person with ADHD and Bipolar Disorder. Donkey, are you fit to hold on to that post after what you have done? You fail, Donkey. You fail to uphold your position as a man who cares. You've fail to keep the motto of your own foundation. Is it only for children who go to you that you will show how much you care? If your answer is yes, think again, every child will grow up to be an adult. You fail to show yourself compassionate towards an adult who suffers from ADHD and Bipolar Disorder. Donkey, in ten years time, the children will grow up, they might walk pass you in the streets or stand right next to you in an open area, yet you will not even give them a nod of acknowledgement because YOU DON'T CARE and you don't even recognize them because you have never taught them before, passing the buck to the young teachers and collecting monthly green bucks to fill your fat pockets. If you insist that you neither fail nor succeed in life, as all of us are only in transition, let it be known to you that while in transition, you have lost your way, faltered along the journey, got back up and went the wrong way. You hurt someone you shouldn't.
For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you do not forgive men their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins.
If it's anybody normal, even so, you shouldn't do what you did, but you've hurt a person of which your foundation partially stands for. Ask yourself this Donkey, every child that you have, you do it with love or for their money? What love do you have for them when you've just conducted yourself as one without forgiveness and mercy to someone with ADHD, the very subject that you're 'preaching' and lecturing. Bipolar Disorder is not in your context, but they come in package, like it or not, as an uninvited visitor who overstayed. You're just a dyslexic, so mild compared to ADHD and Bipolar and far away from autism and Asperger.
All those are forgiveness, Donkey. And above all...
"A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. [John 13:34]