Right now, I'm suppose to work. Yet, I'm multitasking. Chatting with Ellex and blogging away. The main reason why I have to stay away from the computer is because whenever I'm seated at one corner of my bed, I'm so comfortable surrounded with more than 10 pillows and teddy bears, that I become so lazy. I'm so lazy that I don't even bother to send out e-mails to market my own stuff. Yes, I have to admit that I'm so lazy I don't even do my work when I chat.
I'm doing all the wrong stuff. I can log in and log out of facebook more than 10 times a day. Sickening, right? Then, I can start clicking until I don't even know how I ended up on the site. Blog hopping. More like stalking, reading 'bout someone's daily electronic journals. But, the reason people blog is for others to read. My source of articles for a good read.
See, like right now, I'm blogging 'bout this utter nonsense. I better stay away from the computer. But I don't have the heart to cut off my Internet connection. It will be worse than the drug addicts going through cold turkey treatment. Now, I know why some people don't want to chat when they're actually online but doing some other stuff. I can see the orange light blinking away, waiting for my reply, but I'm just too tired to click and type a reply coz' when I start to reply, the other side will start talking and it's mean to say bye straight away. So, I just keep quiet.
Usually, whenever I'm awake, it's like the computer is calling me then I'll crawl to the other end of the bed, flick the main switch on and haih... start clicking away. Thus, the first thing I do in the morning is not brushing my teeth or emptying my bowels or even have a hearty breakfast but I'm online. And I'm too lazy to prepare breakfast for myself. It takes a whole load of self-encouragement to go to the gym. Positive thinking... have faith in yourself. I ended up talking to myself in front of the mirror as it actually works.
Now, I try my best to ignore the computer when I'm awake. I rolled down from the bed and make a quick move to the toilet. Then, glance at my computer and said, "I'm not gonna use you yet. Wait." Oh, man! LX Ting online.... alamatnya bersembang sepanjang hari. Memang tak productive. Eh, I'm not saying that chatting with you is a waste of time just that... argh! I don't know what to say. You remember you said you'll cut down on blogging and using MSN but we're still using it as much as last time.
Orang dulu-dulu sit at kopitiam, sembang over a cuppa. Orang modern like us, sembang melalui talian...