The Flood, The Jam & My Rambunctious Thoughts...

We went to KDU for our fine dining lunch. The water in the drain was at the brink, about to spill out anytime. I never thought that it will actually spill out as it was always threatening to do so but never have the courage to. We were having a good time licking on our plates without realizing that it was pouring cats and dogs outside. When we walked out of the college, we were dumbfounded to see so much water. We went wading like ducks with my jeans folded up to the knee. I got wet because a few cars went zooming and the water came splashing over. The drain water was a few centimetres away from the door.

I was actually having a fun time wading through the water to get to the car. It's so nice. I wished I didn't have to rush back home to work so I will have more time in the water. Forget about how dirty it is... I just like water... including sea water... sea water is dirtier than this. I was thinking of jet ski. How nice it is if I can zoom up and down the street on a jet ski... go full speed and splash the water everywhere... I think I wanna go jet ski one of the Thursday mornings... just wanna go full speed on the sea... I miss it so much all of a sudden... The traffic in the evening almost made my heart stop. A journey that took me 8 minutes usually took me more than an hour. It was inching slower than a tortoise and a snail. I wanted to turn from the congestion but there wasn't anywhere else to go except to crawl bumper-to-bumper. Almost went berserk in the car as I don't like to be confined in a limited space for too long. An hour sitting in the car can really drive me crazy. I have no idea why the traffic was so bad, it wasn't raining unless there's an accident at the bridge. That's the downside of living in a small island, whenever there's an accident on the bridge leading to the mainland, the whole island right until the town area will be congested to a near-impossible crawl. Emotionally unstable now. Refused to go hiking today. But wanna get out of the house alone with hubby. Too many people in the house suffocates me what more when I can feel my blood pressure increases by leaps and bound to see 'someone' reading a comic book when the exam is so near. I keep my mouth shut and choose not to nag. Close both eyes... not my life, but yours. I'm extremely upset with your attitude. I think I've repeated myself pretty clearly more than a thousand times. She's a rebellious teenager, my eldest... breaks my heart the most all the time. Crush me with unbearable stuff, problems that I have no idea how to handle. Since they can't do anything that I want... a very simple request STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY... what's so hard about taking up a revision book and start studying? It's for your own good... *sigh* Heartache... I leave the house better so that they can have the house to themselves... I will have no eyes to see. Another part of me feels like screaming, "GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!" Sounds cruel to scream that out loud, but that's what I wanted to do... *double sigh* Feel like crying...I get out better... go 1st Avenue for a walk with hubby