Got myself a new friend with the new tutor. I'm generally an over-friendly person so I can be friends with anyone. Some hiccups appeared like the difficulties to photocopy some scores. I can deal with that, just need to stand there and smile my biggest smile. So, just let's say that it's settled.
Now, last Thursday, my lesson came to an abrupt halt when I exploded. I was seriously stressed up in the kitchen and I was looking forward to the lesson as a form of de-stressing time. It was suppose to be an awesome hour but in less than 15 minutes, I was fuming mad.
|The 19-page score...|
I was hopping mad for an hour and everything ugly about the place just surfaced out. The air-conditioning system in the next studio room wasn't working at all, it was blowing hot air. The piano needs tuning. And please use soft boards to absorb all the sound. While I was hopping mad, the boy who played Autumn Leaves for the last freaking months in the next room, just went on and on, playing it all wrong. And need I mention that the price of some books that have been resting on the shelves just went up by more than 20%. The books have to pay for rental of the shelves as well? Shouldn't you reduce the price when it has not been able to attract any buyers after more than a decade? Yeah, I was there more than a decade ago and I remember which faces I have seen before and I do remember that the arrangement of the whole place was still the same. No changes physically and definitely needing a revamp to the management system.
I think I'm mellowing down but deep down, I wanted to shove the shelves out of its place, and throw everything out into the road and smash everything into pieces. And punch the lady in the face then photostat a thousand copies of her pretty face for the fun of it. But well... I did not. I walked up into the room and spewed my lava in there.
A music school needs students to survive and of course the teachers. Looks like your management went haywire when you abused a student and used the teachers. I am a difficult person to handle and very nasty when you stepped on my tail. Let the sleeping dogs lie and definitely, let the lioness rest as well. I used my veto power to quit without discussing with the hubby. And I am very happy with myself...
YES, I QUIT!!!