The boredom is killing me by the minute. I feel so trap in my own body. It's incomprehensible how the feeling is like. It feels like the picture depicting a man in a cage. That's how I feel... I feel like kicking myself out of my own body.I've this sudden thought that came into my mind while cooking. I think I can use my brain cells to the max by studying. Checking out Wawasan Open University now...
- School of Business and Administration
- School of Science and Technology
- School of Foundation and Liberal Studies
- School of Education, Language and Communication
- Centre for Graduate Studies
- Centre for Professional Development and Continuing Education (PACE)
Which one should I take? Business? Education? I loathe science... but it'll take 5 years to complete. 5 years is a very very long time... I can start pretty good but halfway thru I'll puncture and become a flat tyre. It's amazing that I managed to finish 2 years of kindergarten, 6 years of primary school and another 5 years of secondary school... but another 5 freaking years... I don't think I can do it. By now I know my own trademark, start something... never see the ending.
Let's see... I don't want to be tied down with assignments. I have outings during holidays and I still want to tour around the globe. I like exams because I like to see my results, that'll make me soar high up in the air... but *sigh* 5 years.... 5 years... isn't there a shortcut... I study faster and finish faster... I think I better shelf the idea...
I wish there's someone who can understand how I... feel being trapped in my own body...
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